I went for a walk and my legs and face r froZen,,,,
[181125] Simon Says // Haechan
Oh no
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I went for a walk and my legs and face r froZen,,,,
Maybe I should just get a therapist then at least I’ll have someone who responds to me?Reaching out?
why do I……….even try to have friends??? Idk it’s like I’m always trying to……reach out and be entertaining? I don’t know…to seem like a really fun person I mean,,it’s not an act I’m just myself and let my silliness show but maybe that’s just overbearing? Maybe I’m overwhelming as a person,,,and at times underwhelming.,,,,my point is I’m lonely and reaching out to people and getting no response or willingness to even be near me? Is just really tiring and I hate that I’m starting to hate myself and my actions because it feels like I’m being genuine and that’s just….not enough? I don’t know anyway to me that reads this in the future,,,god that’s cringey,,,it feels very desperate
Emil Nolde (German/Danish, 1867-1956), Sonnenblume und gelbe Dahlienblüte [Sunflower and yellow dahlia flower], c.1930-35. Watercolour on thin Japan laid paper, 35.4 x 46.9 cm.
Erich Heckel (German, 1883-1970), Blaue Iris [Blue Iris], 1908. Oil on canvas, 75 x 56 cm.
Ate rice à la Trautmannsdorf and a peach. A man drinking wine watched my attempts to cut the unripe little peach with my knife. I couldn’t. Stricken with shame under the old man’s eyes, I let the peach go completely and ten times leafed through Die Fliegenden Blätter. I waited to see if he wouldn’t at last turn away. Finally I collected all my strength and in defiance of him bit into the completely juiceless and expensive peach.
It’s been 104 years since Kafka ate this terrible peach
i get so shocked to see conventionally attractive/ hot artists. art is for uglies and homos only
when vincent van gogh said “but you must love with a high, serious intimate sympathy, with a will, with intelligence, and you must always seek to know more thoroughly, better, and more”